Beranda HatiPikiran, pendapat, bungah hati, resah jiwa, amarah serta duka & yang tak pernah ada

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I can’t remember anything
can’t tell if this is true or dream
deep down inside I feel to scream
this terrible silence stops me

now that the war is through with me
I’m waking up, I cannot see
that there’s not much left of me
nothing is real but pain now

hold my breath as I wish for death
oh please God, wake me

back in the womb it’s much too real
in pumps life that I must feel
but can’t look forward to reveal
look to the time when I’ll live

fed through the tube that sticks in me
just like a wartime novelty
tied to machines that make me be
cut this life off from me

hold my breath as I wish for death
oh please God, wake me

now the world is gone I’m just one
oh God, help me

hold my breath as I wish for death
oh God, help me

darkness imprisoning me
all that I see absolute horror
I cannot live I cannot die
trapped in myself
body my holding cell

landmine has
taken my sight
taken my speech
taken my hearing
taken my arms
taken my legs
taken my soul

left me with life in hell

to : Odie >> maknanya : jika itu untuk Sebuah Keyakinan, maka mutlak diperlukan Pengorbanan, tapi tidak mesti berujung pada berakhirnya sebuah Keberadaan. Sebuah Keyakinan (dalam bentuk apapun ) jika didasari oleh Kebencian, maka akan sia-sia.
Hanya akan ……….. left us with life in hell …

Life it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day

Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else

I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give

There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free

Things are not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me

Deathly lost, this cant be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
Emptiness is filling me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now hes gone

No one but me can save myself, but its too late
Now I cant think, think why I should even try

Yesterday seems as though it never existed

Death greets me warm,
now I will just say good-bye

(Ketika kesedihan dan kepedihan, diungkapkan dengan tegar)

Will you be there beside me

If the world falls apart

And will all of our moments

Remain in your heart

Will you be there to guide me

All the way through, I wonder will you

Walk by my side, and follow my dreams

And bear with my pride, as strong as it seems

Will you be there

tomorrow ……

Will you be there beside me

As time goes on by

And be there to hold me

Whenever I cry

Will you be there to guide me

All the way through, I wonder will you

Walk by my side, and follow my dreams..

(Europe)